Once again, I'm close to a milestone. *heavy sigh* I've been
hovering around -- but not touching -- the 30-pound mark for a good week
or so. It's so close, I can taste it! (see what I did there?) I've
been at 222. Then I bounced down to 221. I've seen 221.5 a LOT, but
still no 220 yet. Funny thing is that I'm not concerned in the least.
I'm not worried, I'm not stressing, I'm not starving myself ... in fact, on Thursday I bought a can of Pringles (on sale!) and ate half of it
(don't try this at home, kids!). Let's be honest; that's most likely
because Shark Week is right around the corner. Either way, this is a
new feeling for me - this "whatevs" as I look at another plateau.
I've
heard lots of theories about what happens during weight loss -- like
the body is holding on to that fat and thinks it needs it. That it
doesn't want to let it go. It's had it for so long, it can't release
it. It just can't bear to see it leave! Whatever it is, my body seems
to get that feeling every 10 pounds. Wait! We can't let her lose
another 10! We neeeeed that! And so, the 8 or so pounds in between
seem to come off as they should. But that last 2? Wow, they're hard!
Maybe that's a good thing, though. It makes those milestones that much
more meaningful :)
Anyway, I never I mean never thought I'd be so
casual about weight loss as I am feeling today (perhaps I'll change
tomorrow), but for now, I'm holding at -28.5, and I'm feeling just fine about that :)
When I was laid off on March 24, 2010, I thought I'd start a weight loss blog. I did, and called it "I was overweight when I was laid off". Unfortunately, I didn't lose weight and the title only sounded like a stand-up comic routine. Years later, I had multiple free-lance jobs and then another real job, and I got tired of saying I was going to lose weight. Now I'm doing something about it, because I don't want to just be the girl who CRIED skinny, but be the girl who is healthy.
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